and in the suitcase on the left you'll find my favorite axe. Don't look so frightened. This is just a passing phase, one of my bad days."

The more I listen to Pink Floyd, the more I actually hear lyrics that make sense to me, at least in my own translations of what it could mean.

Randomly, the lady on the computer next to me at the library has headphones on and keeps dancing in her seat... it's kinda funny.

So up to today, the last few days have kinda sucked. Like, during the day monday I was fine and then I got home and was kind of bummed out and really didn't know why. Yesterday, I was thinking about my cousin the whole day. Today I have been okay, and I think it's because I am at the library and not sitting at home. I don't think I came up here at all last week, and it drove me crazy. Coming to the library is my escape from my home life, and I bring my headphones up here, and sometimes get so zoned out that I forget where I am. It's kinda nice.

Cell Phone Survey
Grab your cell phone and get ready to have fun!

What is your current ringtone? Paralyzer- Finger Eleven
What is your current wallpaper? my cat
Do you own a picture phone? yes
If so, what was the last picture you took?
Go to your inbox and type what the 10th text message says? "what a life, man i wish i could just paint, chill, and go to the library"
How many contacts do you have on your phone? 54
Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone? David
What service do you have? Metro PCS
At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service? 2
Who's on your speed dial numbers? i don't use speed dial
Do you have voicemail? yes
How many contacts do you have that start with J- Who are they? 13... damn that's a lot. mostly friends and a couple family members
Who do you call the most? David, Joel, Terry
How many text messages do you get a month? unlimited
Can you send pictures? yes
What are the first 2 digits to your number? 77
Go to your SENT texts..what does the first one say? "haha i can't explain it"
What about the 15th? i only have 4 in my sent messages, i just emptied it out
Who's the last person that you called? David
Last person that texted you? terry about 20 seconds ago
Last person you added to your contacts? uhm, James
How many minutes are on your plan? unlimited
Go down to your 5th contact, who is it? Blain
Wanna give out your number? nope, anyone that wants it can ask me for it